Mama raised me alone and with many difficulties. The man she loved, who is my father, left my mother alone and went away when he found out she was pregnant.
After that mama raised me alone, with many difficulties. There were days when she stayed hungry so that I could eat something she found or bought. Now, everything is ok, thanks to God, and when she tells me about those days, I wonder how she was so strong and how she was able to raise me alone during that period.
But today I’m very upset, because I knew something yesterday, that I lost my peace. It turns out that when my mother contacted with my father, he was already married and had three children. When he found out that Mama was pregnant, he left us because I was an unwanted child for him.
I don’t understand how Mama could have a relationship with a married man knowing that.
I am still grateful to her for everything, but somehow I am disappointed, as if something in me is broken.